Showing posts with label You. Show all posts
Showing posts with label You. Show all posts

Friday, August 3, 2012

अधूरापन...!!!



















आज इन आँखों में कुछ नमी सी है 
आज फ़िर महसूस हुई कुछ कमी सी है
तुम बिन दिल की धड़कन कुछ थमी सी है

इस दर्द को मिटा पाना कठिन सा है
इस मन को समझा पाना कठिन सा है
अपने प्रेम को छुपा पाना कठिन सा है

क्यूँ बिछड़ने के लिए मिलते है हम?
क्यूँ हमेशा साथ नहीं होते है हम?
क्यूँ मिलकर बिछड़ ही जाते है हम?

एक दीया जलाया था मन में विश्वास लिए 
हम साथ रहेंगे इस बात की एक आस लिए 
तुम पास रहो तो जलाते रहेंगे रोज़ दीये 

तुम बिन मन की सारी बातें अधूरी है 
तुम बिन खुशियाँ और ख्वाहिशें अधूरी है 
तुम बिन मेरी ये कविता भी तो अधूरी ही है...!!!

Saturday, January 21, 2012

To my best man!




















I am getting married in a week,
I know that makes you go weak,
You happened to be the first man in my life,
And now I’m going to be someone else’s wife,
Not that it’ll change the facts about you and me,
But still, quite different, everything will be!

All that happiness portrayed by your smile,
And then those sudden rushes of your bile,
It is obvious how you struggle with yourself,
To accept that I’ll be a trophy of another’s shelf!

You will remain special, just like you’ve always been,
I will always love you, and this, I really really mean!

I will never forget the special moments we shared,
When we showed each other how much we cared,
When we fought bitterly over what’s wrong and right,
And then to sort it out, we hugged each other tight!

Remember how I hugged you and slept like a little one?
Did you then figure out, I’ll be taken away by someone?
Remember how you’d compliment me when I’d cook?
I used to browse for hours together, that recipe book!

When I left the town to study further, I knew you were upset,
But then you understood, it was for a good career’s onset,
Months after months, I kept staying away from you,
And then at times I rushed back- just to be with you,
But whenever came the time to go away again,
Only your eyes showed the separation’s pain!

Your have never been able to speak about your feelings clearly,
But your actions have always conveyed that you love me dearly!

I still remember the look on your face when I got engaged,
I saw the complexity of the smile you had managed,
Down through your cheeks when came those tears,
They clearly expressed all your emotions and fears!

The ceremonies of my wedding, when you will witness,
I can very well imagine the level of your stress,
And when you will put my hand in his hand,
With a trembling body, you’ll manage to stand!

And I still wouldn’t know whether to be happy or sad,
This rush of mixed emotions has made me totally mad!

Sometimes when I look at your face, my mind gets bare,
It questions me, about you, how much did I care?
One moment I feel that I completely understand you,
Another moment I don’t know if I even know you!

Just like you, I’m not good with expressing too,
But I love you a lot, and you know it, don’t you?

The thought of being away from you brings me tears in a moment,
If imagination is so horrifying, reality will be one hell of a torment!

May be we were meant to be away from each other,
But our love is pure and strong, please don’t bother,
I know you feel you won’t have rights on me after I’m wedded,
But trust me- our rights on each other are forever embedded!

The greatest of poets would fail to describe our affinity,
To share our sweetest memories, we will need eternity!

Our relationship is always going to be the most special one,
Nobody can ever replace you in my heart, absolutely no one!
It doesn’t matter that I’ll be called “his wife”,
You will always be the best man of my life!!

We aren’t the only couple, who’ll face this separation- hardship,
This misfortune is a part of every father-daughter relationship,
But when hearts are near, these distances won’t matter,
Our love is the strongest, it will never ever shatter!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Everything Passes By!

 


















The long summer days when you drench in sweat,
The pouring rainy evenings that make you all wet!

The cold nights that make you shiver,
The chills that make you quiver!

The stress at work that makes you mad,
The failures that make you feel bad!

The success that makes you brightly shine,
The bottles of champagne & glasses of wine!

The moments of anger, disgust and pain,
The times when you feel like all is in vain!

The tears you shed when reality bites,
The joy you feel on flying kites!

The speed of a super-fast life,
The sharpness of a brand-new knife!

The brightness of a shining light,
The glories of a brave Knight!

The smiles, laughter and little joys,
The innocence of those young boys!

The pride and joy of having power,
The sweetness of a fresh flower!

The strength of those tall pillars,
The ugly phase of caterpillars!

The carefree days of your childhood,
The taste of your favorite food!

The excitement of that first date,
The curiosity to know your fate!

The subtle pain of your wisdom tooth,
The long queue outside a telephone booth! 

The charm of that attractive smile,
The energy to run that extra mile!

The smell of your freshly painted house,
The adjustments with your new spouse!

The love for your new car,
The pain of a fresh scar!

The time when you badly miss your best friend,
The time when you wish that the hardships end!

The value of every breath,
And finally the fear of Death!!!

[Composed on 19.10.2010 and 20.10.2010]

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

The Reason...
















Many a times you feel very happy or sad, so much so that it shows up in every thing you do. You might not care about what people around you think of whatever you do in that flow of the feeling. You might just sing loudly, dance around, walk with a sway, giggle and chuckle, crack stupid jokes or sit quietly with a long face, not respond to conversations properly, be gloomy even in an environment of total fun.


In either of the cases, people around you who care about you would ask you the reason for your happiness or sadness. And you wouldn't mind telling them provided that you knew the reason yourself. And then you start thinking about the reason why you feel that way.


I feel one should try to find the reason for sadness only and not that of one's happiness. The logic is simple. Why do you need to know the reason of your happiness when you are already happy? You should figure out the reason for your sadness because that helps you understand the problem that's the root cause of your sadness. And once you know the problem, you might try to solve it or compromise with it. 


Now, if you feel you should know the reason for your happiness so that you could make it recur time and again... Think about it again! Don't you anyways know what makes you happy? Are there really so less things that make you happy that you would like to repeat the reasons of your happiness time and again?? Can you actually control things around you so much that you manage to make that reason recur??? 


Seriously, do you need to waste your time trying to figure out the reason instead of enjoying the state of your happiness? Is it really worth those precious moments??


So, now you know when to look within yourself for 'the reason'... 

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Life is how “YOU” Make It!














Some times when I look back in my life,
Browsing through the fun and the strife,
I find myself smiling with joy,
And at times, tears flow out of annoy!

Life, as all say, is a journey,
Ups and downs, and joys and sorrows.
While I feel proud of myself sometimes,
I also regret and feel ashamed at times.

It’s always a wish to go back in time,
And do things that wouldn’t make me whine.
I want to go back and enjoy the good moments,
And correct my mistakes, even if they were dormant.

“Life is a Bitch!”- Many people say,
‘Coz they think- ‘tis not happy and gay.
But I have a different opinion; so I say,
“Only in Sunshine is made the Hay!”

Life is how “YOU” make it,
No matter what ‘it’ tries to make you.
We are not here to get lost in the flow,
But to take what we get and still Glow!

[Composed by Me (“Nidhi Bagdia”) on 25th June, 2008]